Wednesday, April 7, 2010

been awhile...

Got caught up in the busy for a bit, but we're trying to get back to our roots. I don't know how it happens, but things just seem to speed up until suddenly we haven't had a single night to ourselves for three weeks and we're running on empty.

Luckily, this week is spring break for Ella. I was able to take the time off work but poor Dan has a huge deadline and hasn't been able to take any time off. Instead he's been working 16 hour days. At first I was a bit ticked about it--I wanted to get away! (I know, cry me a river. blah, blah, blah...) Plus, it's been really gloomy outside. But today brought sunshine and the warmth was intoxicating. I think I even got a slight sunburn. It feels heavenly!!! And not having the ability to get away provided Ella and I loads of time together just doing "stuff." After I quit being resentful and started to relax, our week has gone well. We've read a ton, made cookies, played, cleaned house, etc. I even got to dig in the dirt and get rid of some weeds in our garden, all the while Ella was talking to me about her dreams and hopes. I couldn't have planned it better if I tried.

So life's certainly not easy and I get cranky about it too often, but I do feel grateful for this precious week. I've loved having Ella around me for hours upon hours. I really do miss her so much when she's at school and now can't wait for summer. I love having her close so I can kiss her any time I want.

Oh, and we've decided to turn our house into a resort hotel for the rest of the week so we can "go" on vacation.

Pictures, huh? Maybe next time.

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